Hit a pump at speed, can I gain control. We shall soon see. A tense moment. So more to come. Due to this unforeseen situation I am unable to return to so many people. Hopefully I can find the time to do that, depending on how today goes I may have all the time in world to do that. Let’s see a. Rigsby. ✌
Gents don’t let me get involved with that GWE thread, Hentis and the whole situation is made that Evil come out the Box. I’m warning you, stay away from me Hentis. STAY AWAY. He’ll me guys he’s out of the Box. I cannot get involved with that. So please someone help me come back down. Lee✌.
It’s fine now, I must be getting better at putting that Evil back in the Box. But no I must stay away folks from that member and thread. Serves no purpose other than bring anger. Not a nice environment. So Hentis you won’t hear from me. It’s over I’m moving on. I wish no more to be said. Over. Risgby. ✌
I worry when I see this, why do I keep getting little updates like this?. Does anyone have any ideas?. ✌
Don't pay them any attention. Let them make their comments whilst you can hold your head high and continue making the content you and the community love. I've seen some comments I'd probably fight on in that thread, but I won't as it might make you feel worse.
Sorry to put context it’s was these I worry about. It’s okay tho I’ve checked my 87s. I always worry when I see an update from DTG. And I will get back to you briefly on that matter. ✌
Oh yes I noticed that. I've had to update mine too. It doesn't seem to be for any routes, just the base game. Maybe it's a CC update for that issue I mentioned Not sure what else it could be as DTG hasn't discussed it
You're right to worry though. I mean I don't mean to upset you, but I can't even imagine what it would be like if something I'd spent a lot of time on got blocked.
https://forums.dovetailgames.com/threads/ps5-update.91569/#post-1001742 The information regarding what the update is about is on this thread. DTG didn't post it on the forums like they normally do. Only on the TSC Discord
Destroyed me mate. What did the damage to set me on the path I am now. What harms one, makes one stronger. Never stay down, I learn by seeing if I tripped myself or if I was kicked down. I learn by my mistakes yet also find the strength and determination to right the wrongs of the past by those that did kick. To seek justice for those that get harmed. One would call that revenge but that hate which can harm me and others. So it’s not revenge, it’s to prove to myself that I can learn, get back up and still fight a simple everyday life without falling apart. That’s all I’m stronger today than yesterday. By learning that when in a very deep world away from here then what I see is too much for my emotions, if not in control of those emotions then I fall. What I see and what I hear is what I think, limit that will limit my inability to cope with those emotions. Those emotions of anger to fix what I see what’s wrong with this world. So here I seen a trick, how easy evil can enter the heart. Anger, so no I can’t have anger in my heart. I must show myself mercy, by not putting myself self through it all. I know that now. I seen the errors of my ways that’s all my friend. We live and we learn Catch you soon Jplayz. Lee✌.
Last ones mate. I’ve had all this stuff but never used. By the looks tho I could make some decent stuff. Again I placed up so you can see what I have so you know what comes with certain DLCs. You do get loads to be fair to DTG. So much I haven’t touched or aware I had. I think I’ll take a look at these UK wagons tho, for if I could do that side for you then it could help free you up to focus more on EU stock again. I do want to move on to the freight industry End of lists. For now as I have bought one or two more since then. Good boy payment money for fitting 3 carpets decorating 2 Bed Rooms and landing and stairs. They carpet fitters wanted to to 350 quid. So I got one of two DLCs will on offer like. Catch ya in min anyway ✌
Hey all, Rigsby will be back soon for those close who will know my meaning. Enjoy your evening all. Lee✌.
Hi all, sorry to be a little moody and distant but I have been very busy. Now I have been keeping track on my latest work to see how they would play out, and I had a sneaky suspicion that things was going to easy. Basically I think DTG is messing around with my work again, Most of my work for DTG has been on the same number as it was 3 years ago. And now it’s the same for most of the GBR work so basically I worked my bum off for nothing so what’s the point if I feel DTG are going to make me Ill again. DTG you messed me around before looks like your doing it again. I don’t work my bum of to be left feeling like this. DTG you done it again, I’ve lost interest now. 1 like for work like this and in one day. 1 like in a full day. Someone’s taking the p-#£. It’s pointless. Not on my meds and so this has affected me now. I don’t trust DTG and never will for sending a software that interferes with PSN software. Why send files like that to my system?. Fed up, why continue. It’s destroying me but hey do they care no. No because they didn’t care last time and that nearly end me. Not again DTG. I’m out. Lee.
Hello all. I’d feel I should explain my lack of response to many community members. Some close too, I have 12 DM messages and 107 notifications. I feel bad about not responding to so many because any messages take time to write, information can get lost and so things can get lost in translation. Wrong messages equals bad vibes, for others as well as me. I feel there should never be an excuse for this type of behaviour but things have effected me on a personal level and emotional to. As I say the timing couldn’t have been worse due to my gab in medications I have to take. I stopped due to be on the antibiotics (Left Hand). So only now do I feel a little stable and so hopefully I can pluck the courage to respond to all. I uses the word lock up and I have done. I’ll just drop work maybe have a quick catch up and then go. My time being here and discussing certain topics like on the Class 700 thread and one I’ve locked up on. I apologise to anyone on that thread as it was wrong of me to be there in such a poor state of mind. I guess I am completely defenceless without the medication proscribed. There in my system now but I still must take things slow. I feel a little cocky putting something like this up. Yet due to how many messages etc then I felt some kind of explanation could help others understand why I’m acting so selfish. I’m pulling my socks up as I write. I can’t let those that stood by down. I’d be going back on my agreement and thus make me a liar. In fact that would make two things a lie because I said I never lie. So I can’t go back on my work and I will do my best to return in a positive light soon. Bye for now folks. Enjoy the rest of the day. Lee✌.
Ok so just heard the news about DTG on discord and so set up a new server so video content can be shared. Here is an Invite to the new server. https://discord.gg/TzjfJW2v See you soon then folks Rigsby. ✌
Okay I knew this day would come. And now it looks like after I have one blow out the community have a pop where other do it everyones all go running to help. This community is split and now this. No one understands the issue that went on. So here facts, The issue I have raised is not to do with jumping the cue or to moaning about a livery issue. It’s noting to do with layers issues in the big sense of the world. The start. Team DTG. So I made a complaint to DTG about faulty products. I will keep names simple. Chris, (NOT Edwards). He assisted and provided some compensation. For this I offered a gift or a good will gesture back. The offer from me was to create a livery for Team DTG and each to have an individual gift for Christmas. Chris gained all permission from DTG Matts, DTG Chris, DTG Alex, DTG Kat. Off to work I went and this is what I came up with in 2023/34. Chris’s request of a class 700 I didn’t own at the time, I did eventually purchase to find the model has layer issue. Please note I haven’t raised a ticket or even complained about this. Now at some point me and DTG Matt briefly discussed my idea of DTG or Matt having is own branding for own use (Charity events) I could adjust to fit his future needs. This was using his old franchise name of Uk Train Sim 2001 - 2023. Note the end year date. The discussion taken place in the month running up to Christmas before heading into the new year 2024. So I gained permission directly to use the old name to create TSN, Train Sim Networks. During the discussion DTG Matt shared a new idea for a YT channel project. I did leave a hint on the actual 395, a black an red circle with a question mark. No one picked up on that tho, I kept it a secret. The conversations with DTG was simple enough really, one where FUN was the last word. FUN and why I did relax to do what I had done with DTG cake characters and Santa’s Matt. At this point work went ahead right up to Christmas time and all was released. But then I felt a shift, DTG Jan said well done but nothing from DTG Matt after that. What was happening then, the next post is one reason for my concern and why I feel it affected my long term mental health. Lee✌.
Evidence or a direct connection to why I feel targeted/bullied. It involves Reddit too. Now being a big mouth I taken to the forum in DEC 2023. These original file dates are 31 Dec 2023.(Photos). I pointed out how lazy it was on DTGs part to pay hardly any attention to detail. Rear data plates etc. Look at the ice build up on the body with no melt marks in those hot areas links vents. My Punishment for this will follow. Lee✌.
The tipping point. The first photo is the original concept. And then the second is what the gift I received for being so openly critical of DTGs work. Can you imagine opening a file that’s taken hours to create and this is what you see. Why I warn others to be careful what they say. I feel this is a direct attack against my work after the comments I made about DTGs would indicate me being targeted back. Hence I felt bullied because I’m singled out adding to my anxiety levels about freely expressing my opinions or work. Adding on to CC was a nightmare, I’d delay for days, even today regardless of how hard I try to control my emotional, even now with this experience, at these levels it can still feel overwhelming to point the game can be very stressful. Because of what went on in the past with no expectations to this day even now with this new development. Being treated like a fool by suggesting what I asked for is a fix to layers!. Seriously!. At those points playing the game and being part of the community was being increasingly stressful for me. I felt targeted and this only got worse when I tried to share both team DTG work and the class 43 for both comments or post to be ghosted by Reddit, I had to complain and do have all the information regarding that matter. It started to feel no matter how normal I did something I’d always face a problem or ask myself a question to something. I will give a brief example of this later under TfW. When all this happened I did approach DTG Matt asking what was going on, if I had done something wrong, could he offer any explanation or advice for in the future. I was very concerned about copyright infringement or say paranoid due to that feeling of being watched. So I was asking for some clarification even guidance if you will. It’s important to note I was trying to explain the best I could on how it was all affecting my mental health. All this by the way did come to head resulting in being nearly locked up, a risk to myself and society because with this and matters of a more personal nature after Covid 19 I couldn’t cope no more. Why I depended on TSW because I was struggling for sometime in day to day life and in work because my body still couldn’t function properly. I had to that life up and to this day after 4 years or more don’t go out. To the community tho I was doing my best to hide all that but I was like I said to DTG Matt, a broken man. Back to the time line tho. The class 43 was and still is for a community friend. Matt but I won’t add fully titles to avoid any undue intrusion for them. I was still active at this point but slowed due with it being Christmas. So when I did return I wanted to look at the standard UK Train Sim Network livery. Basically a striped back version of Team DTG. Now I do have photos but they are on a different console or my old PS4. I try hide them the best I can because of how emotional that time was. But basically I found a black box over the front cab hiding all logos and so I couldn’t adjust even if I had done something wrong. I didn’t know or DTG never even said a word that would allow me to take the appropriate steps. After reaching out a number of time for some clarification on the forum or with DTG Matt directly all I got was silence. The fall out was ending my time with the franchise, packing it all in. I will not go into detail speaking so publicly about my state but it did lead to me being investigated for a number of mental illnesses or health. There after over 40 odd years of no explanation to why I felt differently or seen the world differently is to do with ADHD with touches of further conditions. I’m now on medication for this. In some way I have DTG to thank for pushing me over the edge to find out what I’ve been suffering from since a young child. Time went on tho and as time did I stayed away from TSW. Why well look what happened to me. Not a peep except one old message a few months later from DTG Matt, to which I did return his message around may or the time I came back at the beginning of this year. I went straight into the R200 project to build my confidence and to help others that were or like me. Feeling the odd one out, or the face don’t fit vibes. After all that time tho I returned to crack on with my passion to create and try make a difference for those with mental health. If I do find myself being laughed or faced with insult says there is room for bullying and for a forum no safe guard or concern for that in place is wrong. So what do I do, try and create an environment away from one where people may not be so understanding of others state of mind. Very dangerous in fact. One simple word or mocking someone could damage a person very easily in a very poor state of mind. And so where did all this upset come from now, well that will be explained in the following post. Lee✌.
The Saga Re Ignited. Before I begin I want to add something about the photos. The first two was from 23/24. I did return to alter the logo before that’s all I could put it down too. So She’s did eventually get to see the Sun after being locked away for so long. On to what’s started all this off again. This here. Soon as I seen it my heart sank with all of the past come flooding back. I couldn’t deal with it all again and so I’ve asked a simple question to DTG for why it’s been so long with no explanation for the treatment I feel was and is a direct response or targeting a individual member. That member is me. Even bring what I have no public and to DTG in the past and to DTG staff member in the now all I get is quite frankly insulting. All this is being treated like a layer issue. No I will not expect that. Look at the evidence and how long it’s been going on. It has no relevance whatsoever to TSW6. How can a total unit be replaced?. How can a perfect box cover work, Team DTG and then again a 395 blanked with the yellow box. And there’s more I now have over 395 work pulled for no reason after it being live for months. Why pulled now?. No explanation why to any of what I have brought up today or in 2023/24/25, must this go till 2027/28. I’m not a one of your product that simple gets pushed further back or forgotten. I would also like to point out that after my post yesterday it seems a few have jumped on the boat to comment when they haven’t got a clue. Do I listen, no because what would they know about what went on behind closed doors. What was said and what was agreed. Would all this be a case of hey look at me I want preferential treatment no. I’d like an explanation after all this years. I have spent hundreds and just recently spend 53 quid on your products. But how can I enjoy my time here on the community or enjoy the game with all this nonsense on my mind. It’s all left unresolved and for DTG Matt to representing CALM should know better than to leave something that can in my state destroy. Either my outside world or my own. I’ve even been asking or wanting to ask the person I’ve been dealing with a few further questions. Things like the Unofficial TSW Preservation Trust. The TSW TOA Sceme. All to add fun using the decals DTG provide. But again no answer not even bothered. Even this has been sat waiting for a response. I know it’s meaning and understand what I’m asking. I do respect and why I’ve created to pay my respects, but I must respect team DTG and His family’s wishes. It’s not about want to be a super star or be better than anyone else. I’d just like to be able to relax after all this time and especially now. To create come up with ideas and ask DTG for any rights or permission out of respect and so I can fully relax. But the past in the BOX. What is DTGs response. It’s a layer issue and the teams are looking into it. I am truly amazed and if it was for me taking the time to shield or master the mind I think it would have been the end. But still I again was trying my best to help DTG in a number of ways. Even DTG Alex commented on one. And you see DTG and to anyone that reads. We all have a blow out yet me look at what happens. I’ve tried to create a voice for the community and one of respect of others opinions. To get to the bottom of DTGs core issue when it comes to mass opinion. Find away forward out of the mess and build. Yet after today’s response by DTG then I feel there is no point. Just non. Like before they have taken the fun out of it all. I can’t relax anymore and for me as a simple human being a customer to be treated this way It’s good for my overall mental state, as a creator you’ve taken that away. All my time money wasted, and for what. For me to pack up and walk away, money I’m not to bothered about. It’s the fact a franchise has pushed me away by DTG genuinely not giving a t#&s then or now. Why is that. I don’t know only DTG can answer that, I’ve been wanting 3 years nearly. To the exact dates to. On last thing. Believe it or not I don’t like to be seen or aspire to have my name or work plastered everywhere. It’s not about the work but the meaning. Creating a space where one can be free, comfortable to be them. A safe place if you would for those like me that can be susceptible to the effects of poor words used by the ignorant seeking glory or popularity not signs of respect nor words of support for his fallen brothers. That’s not a community issue tho that the world of today. Why I try to create a different environment away from the outside world. Can you not see this. I accept I don’t fit in. I accept we all have different opinions and views. But that doesn’t mean we can go out of one’s way to destroy that. What those do to others will do the same in return. Fight against each others view opinions in belief system. A fool makes his own enemies. And on that I say all men should be free, free from the hands of men that shackle their life’s and world to a rock. For the sea to consume leaving nothing but chains and locks, A mans world taken away and discarded just because their views are different. Only one makes those decisions not man. Mans too ignorant to see those views allowing all angles, angles create different perspectives, When listened to that’s how we learn from others, understand thus not be hasty in poor words or poor commands. The one sees all this. I can’t make others see, that’s free will and so all can pass opinions, but only one can pass true judgement. The game of free will. Why I use it wisely, because time is precious and what we say or do in that time becomes our past. A blue print of a man’s soul. Being a good man is always the best policy of follow the commandments. So yes we all have opinions but that doesn’t allows means it’s right until it becomes public opinion based on facts or evidence. Why today I have taken the time even against my one opinion to allow the community to understand it’s about being a fool arguing over layers. As an individual who’s been through all this simple would like for to be part of something not excluded from one. DTG you’ve made it very hard for me to enjoy being part of this community and play the game. Leaving the ago old question why. Why did all this have to happen from a good favour by showing support for Team DTG and enjoying LD like you tell us too. Good job I didn’t waste more time by raising a ticket for something to be totally brushed away for it be treated like a simple layer issue. An insult to my intelligence and my ability to see. What next well that’s allows been down to DTG, will I wait tho. That’s the next question. I’ve been waiting and watching far too long. If I have tried and that’s the response I have then, maybe I don’t need to wait. So folks now you know. Same facts from my side or that’s my side of the story. I’ve shown my cards and more. Lee✌.
Something else very odd. Now I mentioned TfW who I must add was faultless in assisting me and taken my queries about a possible TfW fictional livery seriously. It went straight to TfW market team where the fictitious livery I will share today was given a green light. So I really do appreciate what TfW did and for any fans of TfW even the livery created wouldn’t be possible without TfW taken my requests for permission so seriously. Thank you TfW. I stated to email companies for permission because these TfW reskins were being produced in or not long after the time frame all ready posted up. Now I see patterns not all the time but more often than not I do. So what I started to notice was work would hit a certain number and then stay there. In the 3 years since posting the TfW work up they have not move at all. I’m not talking about a long period neither, they stated to hold a week or two after release. To my surprise when looking again in 2025 still the same. Paranoia or coincidence. The latter meaning it’s no coincidence. Pre planned to happen. Who’s knows but applying logic could suggest something is a foot and if so who’s leaving the foot prints. Something I’ve seen and so have doubts or questions I’d like answer too. Hard to get answers when lies are being formed. Well that’s that folks. Lee✌.
