Just a quick post. Yesterday was absolutely mad, only because I had so much left from days before. That’s my fault no one else’s, and by no means am I complaining. Not at all I’m astonished as how much traffic (Messages/likes etc) I and the Team have been receiving. But yesterday I feel I got a bit ratty with a member, and probably my fault for not seeing other messages before a red mist fell. Yet I know if I was a head of my notifications then maybe I wouldn’t have been under pressure or stressed (kids messing on the new carpet placed stairs on the waiting for me to fit) I will need to take time away but not if I feel the ship isn’t sea worthy at busy times. And more so if that volume picks up. There for I need to unload some work as I can’t move on if things back up. Yet that will be the case here soon if not already. I need to be here more, as I say I feel it’s my responsibility and my duty as a Team member. Do my role accordingly without a hick up such as yesterday. It’s all my fault no one else’s. So I will be unloading what work I can and then pause a few liveries and spend more time here. It’s my duty as member to deal with the community or any issues that could arise or do. (Yesterday) My own making and I do feel such a fool. And I can’t be acting a fool as I have others placing their faith in me to see this across the line. As I mentioned late yesterday evening that things could change again. I will update TG08 first before any further information comes available. But yesterday was my fault and I have to be more concerned with the project more than liveries. Yet I also have to take time away soon to do home DIY. I can’t do that if as I say the ship at sea worthy because the captain is bad at time management. I’ve seen my errors and I will change this situation I have no doubt created due to poor management. Be here or at home. I apologise for yesterday and my delay on keeping up with comments. I’m pulling my socks up as we speak. Then bed, another problem, I stay up all night working. And may only get 4 or 5 hours sleep. I’m fine with that at times, Isambard Kingdom Brunel only had 4 hours of sleep. I can see why, a mind full of thoughts never rest. Why his body gave in before his mind. I will be back soon folks. Lee✌.
Good afternoon everyone, As there are a few threads containing content from Rigsby, TG08 and myself, I will be posting links below to help with this: Rail 200 (Rigsby, TG08 and myself): https://forums.dovetailgames.com/threads/rail-200-preparations-and-ideas-for-september.89824/ Rigsby/TSLP (Lee's) Threads: Works Shed: https://forums.dovetailgames.com/threads/the-works-shed.76063/ TG08's Threads: Traingeek08's Creators Club Releases, Updates: https://forums.dovetailgames.com/threads/traingeek08s-creators-club-releases-updates-thread.71116/ My (JPlayz's) Threads: Creators Club Content: https://forums.dovetailgames.com/threads/my-creators-club-content.90514/ Train Art: https://forums.dovetailgames.com/threads/train-art-thread.88704/ I hope this helps those who may be interested in a particular thread as it is now more accessible to find and use. Take care everyone, JPlayz
Boo Just a quick thanks for helping again. And today I will not send as many unnecessary messages. I’m still trying to catch up with you all. I want to see what you have been sharing and that. It’s good your all getting on with it. So I will no doubt catch you on a bit. Lee✌.
Spooky I was wondering when you'd pop in No problem. I think I've done both of our threads apart from my Train Art thread, but I'll get to that one later.
And Boo again, hope you don’t poop ya pants lol. Sorry trying to be more up beat and push on. A comedian but did I give my day job up?. Nope. I’ve not got a Job never mind being a Clown. Honk Honk. It’s okay it’s not a 1920s automobile heading your way. Or a IPhone notification, Relax, you need your last set of clean underpants lol. Right enough of that. Links I think I’ve already posted a comment. Please again don’t take anything said the wrong way. I hope you understand that I and we can not risk anything completely unnecessary unsettling what is vastly important to what we do. The success of the Project for all members and the community is key. It’s not directly about us. And we have site rules about promoting or self promoting. Please I don’t want to be wrapped up in that as a community member or even leader of this project. I don’t like saying that but it’s a fact and all projects must have a leader. And a good one to keep it on track. Again not for me but for us as a Team. And as a Team we must work as one to make things a success. I only can’t do this as others have placed faith in me. I will not let them down and you are part of them. So I have to act to protect you and others. Them. Please don’t think your being disciplined. I’m trying to protect you and others that’s all. We have links and all that as we know and I am so grateful to you for adding them, but speaking plainly then don’t over do it. Okay I’ll be off, don’t take anything the wrong way. It’s my duty and as friend to make you aware of my feelings and how a mod may see your conduct, even mine. I don’t want all that. So yes I think I have made my point. Chin up it’s all TG08 and yours now and I can’t afford for you to be down. I don’t personally want that nor would the community see you be down. Especially after all the hard work and contributions you have exchanged while I’ve been playing catch up. Keep that energy up mate, don’t take what I say to heart. I’m always your friend as well as your leader. Work is work, pleasure is pleasure. Go have it now I’m off ya back. Look at me writing like it’s some big deal I’m taking a week off. Yes party folks, Lees gone, NO LONG WAFFLES. Cheers well Bye then. TSLP✌.
Okay I will make this one quick as those close by now the score and I feel like due to my poor time management let things go a bit pear shaped. For this I will be ONLY taking DMs and focus on those before I can settle while I take some time. Nothing bad just DIY. So due to my active with others I just didn’t want you to publicly feel I am leaving it all to other members. Un responsibility. I will be discussing with the Team before I go, make sure they are SAS trained like I was back when I was Desert Rat. Just kidding I’m not that old. I feel there is need to tho as they are perfectly capable and so I have the uppermost confidence in them looking after the Rail 200 thread with any community members that passes by. Feels very strange signing off. I will miss all that you have proved over the last few days. Hectic at times but I love that it’s bringing those that pass by some enjoyment to a long day. It’s all yours not mine I’m just content knowing I’m part of something for once in my life. It’s not always about liveries or hiding away there true side if ever there was a need to help someone out. We all have struggles I know that but being here and having others around me has helped. Like I have said before hopefully I can return something you the community gave me. Hope. (Sorry getting a bit emotional). So yes. A community works better as one, and for some in more ways than one. Support when supporting someone is needed, regardless of the situation. Be good or bad we will see our strength and weakness. Together we can over come anything. Okay I’m going to stop as I’m speaking like a PM, wish I could say something about the PM. Best not I’ve said enough. Thank you folks and that me clocking off. Damn me cards got jammed. Oh I can have some Jam now with me Waffles. Ace one. Night Folks, and take care all. I apologise if I have missed anything today. I will be back to drop some pictures of about the Rail 200 logo a few HOOKHAUL pictures for a overseas project?. A New CEO part of the sister company to HOOKHAUL Group UK. As CEO of HOOKHAUL Group I have offered a position as I feel they would be a great asset for the Groups wider ambitions. In what market tho?. What will the liveries look like, well I’ll have to see if the offer of CEO has been accepted before I say too much as I usual do. Something for you discuss while I am away And hey if you see this and do wish to take the offer then, you’ve got yourself a Top Job. I truly hope you enjoy your journey and time with the HOOKHAUL Group UK. And we as a Group are delighted to have you on board. (Role Playing). Byeeeeeeeeee. Lee✌
It's okay. I know what you mean. You've been on these forums far longer than me so you understand the T&C's. I may have overstepped anyway by taking the promotion side of things a bit too far. So I know your trying to help. Heh, next you'll turn up in a clown car lol Or what about the makeup Take care, JPlayz
It's okay to take a break sometimes, and I really hope you see that. I mean it. Take as long as you need as well . You know that we will take care of the project (and associated thread(s)) in your absence, and that's all that matters . Yeah, it might feel strange taking a step back from it all. However, you really need it as well, especially after the last few days . I'm glad that this project has meant something to you other than forming a team together. Be proud of that sentiment, because I'm sure you wouldn't have done that a year or two ago, that's for sure. Just think of how far you have come in that time. I agree. Just take as much time as it takes to rest that mind of yours (and to get that DIY done). Just remember that everything will be okay in regards to the project, as I don't want you worrying about it unnecessarily . Oh! Really interesting... I cannot wait to see about what is next for Hookhaul Group ... TG08 .
Thank you I can relax now. And Hey, making up means I’d be out at my late evening Job. My name is Lisa then lol. Have Fun you TSLP✌.
Thanks TG08 this means a lot. Like I just said to Jplayz I can rest now. I won’t say a lot because I perfectly agree with you. And I will you DM in bit. But seriously I appreciate all that you have both done. I couldn’t ask for anything more. I will leave it at that as I am not meant to be here. The Dragon has gone out. Quick Break then lol. And yes just a little gossip for you. Like I say it’s just for fun a bit of role playing. I’d love to be a CEO for real, this way I can. FUN That’s what it’s all about. Hope you all have some fun when I’m away. Thanks for everything Team R200. Lee✌
While I am here I will post what I own. It may make things easier if certain things are needed. So it’s just for reference purposes really. ….
Cheers for this. This helps a lot. I'll use this to try and coordinate what liveries to make on certain trains.
So it seems that all you need to purchase to play 1Z01 at release is; Mildmay Line and West Coast Main Line Over Shap. (Potentially London Commuter as well, depending if I include aeronautic237's livery or not). Cheers Lee, I appreciate it , TG08 .
I appreciate the consideration, but my perspective is that I'd aim to keep the number of DLC required to a minimum so that more people can enjoy the scenario, especially considering that it's a Railway 200 special. The Mildmay Line and West Coast Mainline routes are both TSW5 routes, while the London Commuter DLC is much older, so I imagine having it as a requirement would be a little limiting. Of course, having more variety isn't a bad thing, so the choice is yours. Just wanted to throw in my pennies.
Well, it depends on what liveries people end up contributing at the end of the day. To be fair, Mildmay Line is just for static stock (that you don't even see anyway), but West Coast Main Line OS is more important, as it is the player train. I appreciate your concerns though . TG08 .
Wait, if you don't see the Mildmay stock then why is it there? If it is to create adverse aspects then would a 350 not work since you can't see it? Just curious, not judging.
The reason why the Mildmay stock is there is to make Willesden T.M.D. look busy. In saying that though, you do not go down that far, and you see more 710s than 378s anyway (on Lioness Line services). It's an easy swap to be fair. Also, it lowers DLC requirements, so I see your point. There is already enough adverse signals throughout the scenario, so it's not for that . TG08 .
No no, it's all good . It's actually a good idea that you have suggested, so I wouldn't worry about it . TG08 .
Interesting stuff there gents. Well I’m here to make a little comment saying I have been online but slight busy. I know one or two have messaged etc but sadly I will have to pick these up later. Night folks. Lee✌
Is it over. That’s not up to me but Folks I am sorry but I can’t be here for a few days and I might pull the plug. I say what’s the point on wasting time on something that doesn’t work. If this doesn’t work when I am gone then I’m pulling the plug and going back to basic. Keeping myself to myself how I want to life my life. I tried but I am only human. My ranks let me down. Sorry folks, I have to stay behind and miss a small holiday. Not been on one for years I don’t go out. But my kids begged me to go. And like 2023 I gave up my time for Team DTG project over Xmas my kids missed out. And I have let down again. I was here to much when I shouldn’t have been. My own fault but the memories of what that DTG project did still hangs over me with this one. I am having a massive wobble so I must go. Sorry folks. Fun over I guess. I’m sure the vultures will be happy to hear this news tho. Mmmmm.
Moving on I have a updated list of what DLCs I own. 3 or 4 have been newly added. Including the important one. It’s to show commitment as I had to sell my favourite speaker. Yet it was most certainly worth it. The Peak District line is absolutely gorgeous, I spent a lot of time in that area but to drive a steam train is just something else. And the Preston Carlisle. Then again absolutely amazing DLC. The amount of detail and the atmosphere with the reflections of the signals as they pass, the slight glow of the lights on the Tap up. For someone like me that loves detail, then it’s all there in the newer titles. I will definitely be spending some time driving these many routes I own. Many EU routes I haven’t even touched. Anyway. The updates DLC list …….
…..and this last one. I guess with this amount of selection I could start doing livery requests. Actually thinking on then I better stop with the bright ideas Bye for now Folks. TSLP✌.
Nice you've got over shap now. Let me know how that one goes for you. I've been considering it for a while
Mate it’s a doddle. I even got a trophy for doing 87 miles under the speed limit on me first go. I bit tricky on the Tap up tho but once you get the hang of it then it’s a pleasant unit to drive. Has loads of power to hand. And the route it’s self then I have only done a for night run. Me son has had a little go in the day light and there doesn’t seem to be any graphic issue. No blurring like on the ECML so that’s a good sign. I can’t fault the amount of work that has gone in to these newer DLCs. Plus if you own the Scotsman then who would not want to be on the Foot Plate going over Shap. I love it mate, as I have seen the line from the M6 then M74. I’d even park up at a lay by on the A9. The line ran along side the A9 too. It’s like I am doing me old driving Job but now as Train Driver in the 80s. It’s a great DLC and if you too can get it would definitely be a nice addition to your collection. The Blackpool Route also links into the game so you can jump from either routes. Just a shame it’s a lot of money tho. Especially for those that are at a younger age say. Save your pocket money up? I got one or two as a treat for saving 400 quid on two carpets being fitted. But the 32,99 I had to sacrifice something to gain something else. Money doesn’t grow on trees as they say. I do hope you can get it soon tho. Catch you soon mate. Lee✌.
Hello all, a very important announcement. (RP) My name is Rigsby, I am the one the driving force to what my twin brother does for the company. I had may other commitments over the last couple of years and had no intention of what I am about to break to you. So it’s with my deepest sympathy that I have to inform you all that Lee is standing down as CEO of the HOOKHAUL Group and all other holdings under any past registered ownerships. Lee will still be around but in no position of power. This decision hasn’t been easy but due to unforeseen circumstances then I hope you support me when I wish Lee all the best for the future. You done my Proud Brother. I will take over now. So yes Ladies a Gentleman there is the Bad news. I, Rigsby will be taking over the company with immediate effect, starting as of today Saturday the 3rd of May 2025. I hope you will provide me with the same support you done for Lee over the years. For this I am truly grateful. Thank you Rigsby. CEO of the HOOKHAUL Group of Companies. (RP Over) As some of you maybe recently aware of a few other little side projects on the go. Due to this then I feel like I am having an identity crisis. Who am I and who are you talking too. So I will be using Lee as the real me. The deep side. Rigsby will be the company side of me. Then Bernard or Bern will be me as the Company Director for TSLP and TSLP Paint Shops. If I am going to be doing so much role playing then it’s crucial you know who you’re taking to. It’s all me still of course but just new characters in the show. Role playing (RP). Too some this may sound odd, but I believe it’s the correct thing to do in the light of the situation. Thanks folks. Lee.
Good evening, I wish Lee all the best for his future career and I wish the new manager of Hookhaul group a happy start I'll also be speaking to Bernard within the next few days to discuss a potential career at the TSLP Paint Shop which I'm looking forward to He has been helping me along so far and I will provide him with my CV tomorrow before we discuss things further. Yours sincerely, JPlayz *End of Roleplay* And yet you said you thought roleplay was my thing when you introduced me lol But it'll be fun anyway
Hello. I’m Bernard, TSLP Company Director. After looking at your files I believe we can offer you a place within TSLP Paint Shops. Your new application for Working on our HOOKHAUL RAILNEX contract is still ongoing and are awaiting your response. No way a steam train just passed my local Station. Sorry about that I have a soft spot for Steam Trains. So yes I have looked at you files and past experience with the work you have done for Rail 200. I’m new here so only finding out who is who. I feel by keeping you on our books would serve the company well. I hope this is of some good news for you. Again I feel you have something we are looking for and I’d happily have you part of my Team. Again we are still awaiting your response for the HH, RN contracts. Here I wish you success and welcome aboard Jplayz. I will contact you shortly, I hope you can appreciate the situation on such short notice. Enjoy the rest of your evening. Bernard. RP over. Hahaha see we can have some fun, that’s all it is man. It so funny when you hear others speak the same. Send your CV in hahahaha. Made me chuckle. And hey some good news for tho. Your half way there, all you need to do is pass HH application process now. So focus. That Bernard sounds quite decent to be fair. Lee✌.
Good evening Bernard, Thank you for your response. I am currently working on my application for HH x Railnex. I should complete the liveries for it by tomorrow night, but I'll post some designs I've made for it as part of my application. I personally believe it is good to see what your final product looks like, but the process is more important. Seeing how that person chose option A than option B. I am glad that I have a seat in the Paint Shop and look forward to working under you. No no it's quite alright. I'd be the same with the Midland Pullman. It's come to my local main station a few times over the years. There's a certain beauty with Steam trains. Old, yet still elegant despite their old age. Many thanks, JPlayz *End of Roleplay* Lol I wanted to try and keep with the theme Glad I made you laugh Yes very decent. Maybe we should add him to the TSLP Team for Rail 200 lol.
Hi JPlayz, That’s fine, just send when you’re ready. I’m busy myself. And not a problem the shops flooded with work. Quicker you get your CV in the quicker I can put you to work. Enjoy the rest of the Day, Speak soon. Bernard. (RPO) oh hahahaha
As promised to speedfreak, a detailed list. I feel by only sharing (Edit) a few each day due to how many items I have if reasonable. A detailed product inventory. …..
Last one for today. I know it’s a lot and seems a little OTT, but if it help my partnership and our company collaboration then I will try all I can to make life easier. On a side note I will have to hand it to DTG on how much you do get in time. I’d never in a million years get through all these. Look how many extra vans wagon and passenger coaches that comes with DLCs. I only bring this up as I know the price can be steep, each DLC is different in what extra content comes. So some work out better than others in what you get for your money. As you can see from above like SPG, or CJP all the extra content some users may not be fully aware of when purchasing is there. If consumers where fully aware of the product content at point of sale, would they not be put off so much with the steep price?. Hence the reason why I’m doing what I am, a community member is not aware of what comes with what. Possibly meaning a consumer only find this out IF they purchase. Rigsby. ✌
Okay Lady’s and Gents, it’s time for me to open up on a real issue that is affecting my Mental State. Now recently I have been chatting I with a friend and forum member about Mental Health. This coincides with the topic of Andysmansclub. Why because I do suffer with Mental Health conditions. Confirmed as having ADHD and possibly other issues like autism or personality disorder. All this has played a massive role in my past due to not being aware of my conditions. I always thought it was anxiety. So in light of the situation I felt brave enough and Mentally Healthy to return. I had no plans to be in the spot light. Here I’ve took to the decision to stay be strong work hard and not walk away. To succeed at something for once in my life over failure to due walking away. On a personal level it’s very difficult for me and can take its toll on my Mental state. My environment. Now upto know I feel I’ve been able to remain and function. But today I feel that is no longer the case. Why, well as I say I’ve been speaking to a community member and friend about Mental Health and what can cause them damage or influence their Mental State. Our actions and consequences. Well I’ve been affected by others actions or lack of in the last few days. Because I was aware of DTG new partners Grumby Dog Games. I then seen what DTG Liam was doing. So I added a few photos as it’s to do with Class 43s and reskins. Reason being my decal limits and then how having such a complicated work has impacts on the game performance. So I decided to act and see if we could DM to discuss these future. To recreate something for Fans or possibly raise money for charity. I Even left a comment of agreement to Hentis Rail. Yet not one of them has commented or even liked. Why is that? What have I done wrong?, and why be treated differently?. This is where I feel media and social platforms even forums have a massive impact on people. We’re all different but when it’s a case of being treated differently for no reason then what other reasons can I think of other than being treated differently on my Mental Health conditions. Hence am I being discriminated against because of that. Because like I say it’s all in the same area of topic I am trying to discuss with other but get completely ignored. Why? I’d like to know why? Why because it’s affecting my Mental Health. What am I doing differently that calls for me to be treated differently by being pushed out or ignored in a thread. It’s not fair, I try do all I can for others because good actions means a health environment. Bad actions results in a negative environment, the one I’m in now because of the environment of others. Rude ignorant causing me great anxiety and some Mental distress. Why should this be. A site should be for everyone, not be treated differently to make one feel left out not included. I don’t know what I have or am doing wrong, I’m trying the best I can with my conditions yet why do others have to make it so hard. Do they not care about actions and consequences. Like any good man would do. So yes I feel I have to get this of my chest to remain focused on my Project and for my Team mates. I need them and we need each other. Because where all good men and that’s why we tighter now than before. We spoken as men. Good Men, Honest and True. Note: This is not a RANT, I need to be vocal about this as if not then I will walk away with anger in my heart that I never said anything. I said I will stand fast and fight, not in the literal sense but inside me. I can’t walk because I have others to think about. And I will not walk because I have me to think about. To be something for once in my life by being me and staying strong. Not allowing my conditions to rule my actions and life. I want to be control for once, not my conditions and this is why I have vented. Not Ranted. Okay so I feel better, but still wonder why and what have or am I doing wrong?. I’m being Human. Lee✌.
If I may, I could explain what happened. I remember that you like it told as it is, so I won't sugarcoat too much to make for an easier read. The thread was created many months ago to discuss the upcoming remaster of the Great Western Express route. The discussions on there have mainly been questions to do with the remaster that DTG Liam has been diligently answering. I know that you had good intentions, and so do you, but most people don't look at the Creator's Club subforum so have no context behind your post. To them, you came out of nowhere and asked Liam to increase the layer count in the livery designer. This was a topic completely unrelated to the thread. Railway 200 also had no relevance to the thread, which is why they were unliked and ignored. That's my understanding, anyway. Under normal circumstances I probably would have left this issue alone, but I did see you asking what you did wrong, so I responded. The intention was good, the execution less so. I hope this helps and I hope you feel better soon.
Ok, I forgot to add the constructive part of my message. It is recommended to try and stay on topic of the thread you post on. If you aren't sure, you can try posting and seeing if the responses are accepting, but you may prefer a more non-confrontational approach of simply asking. For example: 'I understand this thread to be about speculation for a new loco DLC. Is this correct?' Obviously, this is a last resort and you probably won't need to ask such a question - most of the time you'll be able to grasp the topic of the thread quickly. If this is the case, then just post as you normally would. If you receive no response, assume you've understood correctly and post as you normally would. If you are wrong, someone will be quick to correct you. As for a means to get more of the community involved with the Railway 200 project, I'd recommend making a new thread in the TSW discussions forum and explaining very briefly that you want people to make a livery celebrating Railway 200. Point them towards the Railway 200 thread (ideally with a link, but that is optional) and, if you're feeling up to it, point them to your Railway 200 logo tutorial as well, explaining that it is not a requirement to use it, but can help. In order to maximise interest, try and summarise the Railway 200 thread in your new thread so that people needn't look through pages and pages of posts. This way, the barrier to entry is reduced. The most important step is to explain the community's task very concisely. I will admit that this is what discouraged me from participating earlier - your original post asking for the community's help introduced the team and explained Railway 200, but not the community's task. Summer is approaching, so it is possible that some may have more time to spare for this soon. I should stress that the new thread should direct people to the old thread, rather than replacing it. If people try and post their submissions on there, politely ask them to copy it to the old thread too. It is my opinion that this project deserves a place in the TSW discussions forum, but I understand if you wish to keep it in the Creator's Club forum.
I appreciate all this but my problem is I have learning difficulties. So I don’t know how to act in forums. The reason I participated was due to me hearing what he was doing and why I asked for DTG Liam to email me. The other reason was decal limits and Subject I did not add. But Hentis. He brought the issue up related to the thread. Not me. I responded to his comments. If these are not related then I apologise. Remember I am not the same as you or others I have difficulties and Mental Health issues. So if you or those members do not understand or even care for people like me then your actions will do harm,. Meaning find me asking what I did wrong but do or has anyone asked me?. No. Works both ways. I try the best I can in the settings I have or understand. For me to feel uncomfortable due to others lack of understanding then is this a problem on this site?. Can people with personal issues not be allowed to participate in a subject. This Subject. I offered a few months back In Email to DTG Matt an idea of Making a Greatest Gathering DLC for September. This was to make units in special liveries. Sound familiar. So these was to celebrate Rail 200 and would be sold to raise money for GBRTT and its partner charities. Why I contacted GBRTT, GBRf, Hornby, Peter Waterman, DTG Matt to name a few with the same idea of coming together for R200. The reason was fans i feel are uncomfortable with cash grap DLC of repeat locos. Class 66 to name a few. Yet if DTG or anyone could make special livery’s even something that would be at the event so it too could be sold as loco DLC. So a Class 55 Deltic. It was Fans asking in general and for raising money for charity. Non of this materialised. So when I heard about DTG Liam and the News in the Update later I thought wonder if he would like to get involved. We’re doing the same thing. In relation to asking for extra decal then sorry but you got that completely wrong. Also you’d be disagreeing with Hentis the one that brought the subject of decals and why I was asking for DTG Liam to DM me. Not asking for more decals I would have been asking for him to replicate my work as I had originally planned as stated above. Because like I am fully aware as it is Hentis, the issues surrounding the quality of using Livery Editor. If I make a livery with a 1000 decals then it will slow people’s system down. Again a Topic Hentis added to the thread all I did was agree. The original reason for me coming from no where. Plus I didn’t need to ask if I seen what was going on. If I felt it would be a benefit to DTG Liam or GDG for me as a member or fan of rail to as DTG staff Member and community Member who shares the same interests and passion as me then why are we here?. What is the point of having no freedom for me to engage with a member and ask a question or offer them an ideas. Feedback. So I was. And on Topic of not just GWE no no but the idea of it all. That I can’t say for sure so have nothing against DTG Liam or nobody. The issue I have is when someone is trying to the best of their abilities be blanked. Could He not ask. Could someone not ask me a question or say something. We could be here all day. But you don’t know why I did pop in, I had my reason that was meant to be discussed privately that was all. Nothing more a quick that. Hence why I’d didn’t go on shared a few pictures as I get very nervous of showing real photos. So yes I do feel in my legal rights of freedom of expression without any fear of discrimination I can ask someone to DM. And also respond to a topic Hentis brought up not me. I agreed with the subject but what do I get. Ignored. So can you still answer that. Why did Hentis or anyone else not respond back to me on a same topic someone else did. Because I’m different that why, so I feel discriminated against because people do not understand Mental Health. I Proved a Point I do think for a reason not just for extra decals. No Mental Health Awareness. No support for those with on sites either. I made my point. So yes maybe others could ask and be helpful than ignorant. Because you and all today has done me some damage. Your not aware of Mental Health and the day to day struggles we have to be normal the best we can. What happened has made my life harder now, I may even shut off. And what did I do to deserve this pain. Trying to do it help others, help GBRTT raise money. Help fans get a loco they would love to see. I thought by offering the idea of The Greatest Gathering would have been nice for DTG and other companies come together and see past any indifferences between them. Overcome for Fans just once. All of us here today will not be around for the next one. Why I wanted to do something for once by something I felt good at. Cleary I am not so I give in. I tried but it always gets kicked out of me. And hey if I go now it’s not like you’re gonna miss me. See Damage boys. The actions of others their own failures to understand the word around them. All this because I asked a CEO of Grumby Dog Games, or DTG Liam to DM to see if you would be interested in supporting the Team Project or help do some extra special work. Even a little competition for fans to get liveries made again to raise money for charity and make the whole DTG and celebrating Railway 200 for all in this once in a life that sadly everyone is walking past. I admire your decision to respond but knowing all the facts first would help by asking. Works both ways and hey I don’t work for DTG so I have no pressure to retain a friendly relationship or atmosphere. People are nothing with Fans. And so DTG and DTG Liam just lost one in me. I’m Daft but not Stupid. And remember when I said about Two idiots in a room as that would make me one by staying. I will no longer engage in those rooms so don’t worry Hentis or DTG Liam. You won’t hear from a Nutter like me. I have better things to do with my time than be discriminated against just because I’m not like the rest. Saying just for saying sake but never actually saying anything. I speak for a reason not to fill gaps to suck up. An idea was what I approached DTG Liam about, not talking like fans of football that will never make a difference. Why because you don’t have control of the outcome. Ha and I’m the one that’s says I waffle. Lee. Note: on reflection I maybe wrong so if you could correct me on any of the above then I will have my full answer as to why. Oh and call yourself fans yet have any of you seen GBRfs New livery on 69013. Andysmansclub. Loads of support for what they have done and trying raise awareness myself. Yet when I say I struggle look what I get. I thank those who have blanked me for their understanding of Mental Health, and the support they given. (I man that right now is considering walking away. I didn’t come here for this). It’s for Fans of Celebrating Railway 200 supporting what our small Team is trying do, if not then expect nothing seen or released for any Railway 200 from GDG or Hentis if they have no interest in what me and my Team are doing for celebrating the event and The Geatest Gathering on TSW5. Again especially if what DTG Liam is doing for Fans like me then as a fans why not help each other? Anyhow I tried, so if they’re not interested, then I know not to include them and will notify my Team. I don’t know how to end this as if I do not sure if I will come back, to this bad environment now. Because there’s no safe guarding for others with low self esteem, personal issues even Mental Health ones. Kicked to one side and made to feel different from the rest. Lee, again.
I tried to respond last night but I had things to do I'm afraid so I decided to respond in the morning. I have the thread in question open in other tabs. Looking at them now and my responses above, I wonder if I am in the wrong... I've made this text really small because I wrote it all then realised it's all wrong. I've kept it here for curiosity's sake, but you should really ignore everything said in this white box below. It is at this point I needed to do more work before finishing this post. I've returned with a rather embarrassing realisation: You are correct, I saw this message (posted before Hentis') and assumed you were asking him to increase the layer count. I'm sorry for that misunderstanding. You are absolutely correct. This was my mistake. I thought 'come to my rescue' meant 'increase the layer count' but you actually meant 'create a special livery using the modelling tools that DTG devs use rather than the livery designer'. Yes, it is I who has misunderstood this. Despite reading through the thread three times before initially posting. You were, in fact, on topic. I can't speak for Hentis. I highly doubt he knew about your mental health issues. From my perspective (which is probably wrong) I imagine Hentis (if he saw the message) simply had nothing more to add in the matter of performance. The person he responded to did not mention performance at all, instead mentioning how an official pack will provide better variation in consist formation than a Creator's Club livery ever could. I think Hentis believed he could add to the topic of variations in consists with his pictures. I think the bigger, harsher reality is that Hentis is not obligated to respond to you. He is allowed to respond to whomever he wants and if that person isn't you, then that is not a reflection on how he sees you. It is not an indication that he doesn't want to talk to you. This is simply how forums work. If there is nothing to add, nothing is said. As for the like button, maybe he forgot or maybe he's a little more reserved with his likes. Either way, he doesn't have to like your post in order to agree with it. In fact, he didn't like the other person's post either: When it comes to me, I am terrible with likes. You may have noticed that I've stopped liking posts on the Rail 200 thread. Pure laziness on my part (mostly because I've never felt strongly about likes). I don't have the endurance of TrainGeek08 to click like on every post. I don't know where he gets the energy from. It's amazing. You are correct. I was wrong about the reason for your 'popping in' which wasn't really 'out of nowhere' because it was, in fact, on topic. This is probably true, but I don't think it applies here. I don't think Hentis made a deliberate attempt to exclude you from the conversation, but rather had nothing to add. It is common with everyone on all forums. They don't respond to something they don't think they can meaningfully add to. As for support, I'm not sure the internet is the best place to find it. This is, however, a personal issue that we'll leave there. You are correct. I do not know what it is like to live with anxiety, ADHD, ASD, Alzheimer's, Dyslexia, or indeed any other mental health disorder. The most I can do is imagine it and try and see the world from your perspective, but it will never be the same. I am sorry that I made you feel worse, it was not my intention, but I have made a catastrophic misunderstanding which as not helped. Asking would help, but reading properly (and not on a Voyager) would have helped some more. I'm sorry. I'm glad you had the patience to respond in a respectful manner, and I will remember this interaction for the rest of my life. In fact the issue was mine. I've looked back on the thread, and nobody took any issue towards you until you mentioned discrimination. In fact, quite a few people liked your posts with the photos of the HSTs. Please don't let my actions be the reason you stop participating in the forums. No, I have not. I don't know who Andymansclub is, and I'll have a look soon after I get back to work. Are you saying, then, that you didn't want your questions answered after all? Damn. I have forgotten the number one rule of empathy. Of course. People don't want their questions answered, they just want to be heard. I am so sorry. I hope you return soon. You are one of the nicest person I've ever come across here. I promise I will not respond on this topic any more.
Hey I’m so glad you responded back. It was to apologise for the way I was, I felt I was taking some of what you said quite difficult. The only reason was to what you have seen and already apologised for. Again I’m glad you did because I know you have been in contact and didn’t want this to ruin what we have. Hopefully we are still friends. On that note to I feel like a hypocrite as it’s been sometime responding to you. And so if may I will quickly explain. My environment and topic of conversation can lead me or cause others to take over. Again I don’t know what it is but I have many many sides. And I found that one side came out in particular when in discussion with you and has done publicly in reference to Mental Health in men. The person who takes over is a very very deep one, feels to powerful for one man. It’s why I say I’m never quite sure where it comes from. I feel I’m not writing, I can hardly remember what I’ve said. Is it because it’s not me. Again I don’t know. All I do know is my environment and topic of conversation can lead to what I can only say feels religious. But yet I am of no religion. So this is the only reason as to why I haven’t responded back. I feel whom ever takes over has a lot to say, he’s angry who ever it is. Feels like someone turned his back on him. If he comes out then I fear I’d upset many people with how he speaks. Like he demands respect. Meaning I could get in to trouble and so I’d like to keep him locked away if I can. This is why I found after messing about with role playing I found Rigsby is a little more tough. Wants the Job done. But that’s me anyway. I’d rather discuss real matters that make a big change than waste time on the trivia of life. How’s your holiday and all the superficial stuff. This is why I found being in most places I can’t talk to all because a it’s changes nothing and to I only speak if I understand something. So I would love to be normal and speak like they do a the thread in question. I can’t because I do have learning difficulties. I’m Project leader but struggle to take things on. This I tried to explain to TG08 in his post, I can’t understand non of it. He ain’t doing anything wrong, it’s my issues yet issue that make me seem rude about it all. Then we have Lee, me, the deep emotional person or even Rigsby Lee, it’s when I’m in two mind. Hard yet sympathetic. I found if I do have multiple personalities then maybe I could cease on them. But last night I was so emotional stressed, all over the place. It hit me hard. Yet I kinda of you a massive massive thank you for the time and energy you gave. Without you then the situation might have festered in me. Eating away inside. You allowed me to say my thoughts the best I could. I unloaded it. 5 days is all it takes for negative thoughts to take over us. So it’s important to vent off load. SPEAK TO SOMEONE. They may need help but have no one to turn too. Ashamed with the stigma of what comes with Mental illness. We never truly know or understand a person or that person can’t expect others to understand if they haven’t explained. Ask that polite question. Are you okay?. Or the other person letting others know they’re having a bad day. It’s about being open minded about it all. Yet I fully understand others are not that way inclined. Anyway I feel I’ve not answered anything in you new response. I’m writing this now as I am busy myself but also to say it’s okay now. I’ve moved on, so please you don’t have to do this now. We make mistakes, we life and we learn. But you see this is not a mistake because we have both learned something today and last night. It’s only a mistake if we leave it as one. Not talking responsibility for our actions. I try my hardest to be responsible yet it only take one huge negative situation for the evil come out on me. From my perspective I kinda felt betrayed by DTG Matt. Is what GDG games are doing taken from what I said to DTG Matt. Hand it to someone else rather than deal with me. That’s how I feel basically. A cut to my heart, that I doubt will ever heal. And for that I will never have a good word to say about them and will avoid all evil men who darkens others souls. So please you have done something to help me, you silenced my Demon. Relax it’s done I have no anger or hatred for you. I respect you very highly for being the only one to deal with me. All of me’s. I will answer the rest soon. It’s a lot to take in at mo. I’m your friend Jimbo. A Good one mate. Brave and True. You will always have my respect no matter what. Lee✌.
Thank you. This has shed light on how much fatigue a Voyager can give to me - I underestimated how much it clouds judgement! I know now to avoid critical discussions online until after the journey is finished. I am happy to still be friends and will return to Railway 200 soon once my work is done. We've now had one catastrophic misunderstanding each! It's tied! And don't worry about response time. We respond when we respond - there's no deadline. I have seen a little of that roleplaying - although I'll have to revisit it as I was running on limited power so kept losing track of who Lee, Rigsby and TSLP were. It is interesting to see the context behind it. I'm not very well versed in the topic mental health, but these personalities will hopefully help a lot! Nobody did anything wrong in that thread - and you spoke like a normal person would in that situation. It was me misunderstanding it. Oh wait I said I wouldn't speak about this thread again! I'm glad it helped, but that was probably down to luck. It certainly was not something I should have posted and carried heavy risk that I hadn't assessed. There was 100% a much better way to allow an offload, and that was listening rather than trying to answer the question. I remember that now from the empathy lesson from YouTube. I kind of know how you feel now... It doesn't matter what we talk about, even if it is religious. I'm happy to talk. Speaking of talking, I am happy to be on the receiving end of the angry man. I've heard that unleashing the beast helps with mental health but have never tried it so can't be sure. Obviously, this is only if you're ok with it - if you are content with containment then I am too. I also respect you highly for being level-headed in your response. I certainly would not have realised my catastrophic mistake without it. You are my friend too. See you.
Hello I am very short on time and like before I want to to be completely free when I talk with you. You’re worthy of my time, I mean that. But not any old time. I’d like to give you my full attention with no concern for time. I know I say how I feel I’m here to Judge all men, but that’s no way for a man to act. Yet I may have with you. Your actions speak louder than words. You have a Good Heart. And so a Good Man. I See this and why I want to spend quality time speaking with you. And also from Bad comes Good, only if we don’t react to the Bad. It’s how Evil works. Ie don’t let anger enter the heart. It’s why I am working on Plan C. Born from Bad to Be Good. V Hint I Will be with you soon my friend. Trust me. Lee✌.
Evening all. I will be brief as to not get to emotional. Today has been one of pure delight to see the Team hard at work, the sudden surge in support for R200 and what the Team is trying to achieve. One community member completely got to me today, in a way I never imagined. Also Jimbo, you came to my aid again. So I have been away because I am emotional even now. To see us all coming together like this to make our lives and the environment we all share a better one. We all made a small change today. For the better too. Sleep well R200 Team that worked so hard to day. And for those that support me and the team. Then,,,,rest, you to have done good deeds for today. Let’s hope that tomorrow is as bright as today was. Night Folks. Lee✌.
Just a quick message to say I’ve freed some time up for now. More work to be done tho. Before I’d do I am well aware of so many comments and so much to see from what others have been upto. So I will be checking and catching up with those that have left comments. I can breathe now. Rigsby. ✌
bro i never seen this but a lot of great stuff by the looks of it ! that 100t tanker could you show more pics of that ? the JNA wagon looks pretty cool too. you can make enough for HH RN UK anyway. thnx for posting mate
I can’t believe this today. The problem now. If Jplays works under TSLP on the HH,RN contract then who’s planning. Me If TG08 is planner and Team Leader for R200 then Jplays is under TG08, and the TG08 plans TSLP RM, the TSLP is group member of HOOKHAUL. Something I was going to go through last night if I seen ideas. I was going to run the idea of TG08 being a member of the HH group so he then planned TSLP RM and R200. Both companies included members in those groups. All under one management team. But TG08 I think has not seen that or read the lines correctly. Hence we have this problem today, because we never shorted it last night. Ideas and what you would like to see happen. It’s all I asked. Yet my mistake for thinking others could see this. I couldn’t offer TG08 this position because I didn’t know from my team what they would like to be doing or see happen now or in the future. I need information before I make a decision or move. I do things for a reason. Didn’t help I was rushed tho last night too. Anyway. This should be fun. So to make it simple is it a case of both miss reading the situation. I’m happy to wave a white flag and say yes maybe it was an error of judgment on my part. Wobbled me tho now. How can I continue the work I am. And what now of 87 008?. A loco named for someone that has no official affiliation as of now with HOOKHAUL, HH Services is part of the HH Group of Companies. In fact I hold my hand up. If last night went better and flowed faster as last night was a drag. Then this loco would make sense. If we all seen future ideas last night then TG08 if your planner then why not plan within the very company that provides for R200. Now or beyond. I wanted ideas gents, vision. Information. Input. Then I can act. Guess I acted to prematurely on this one. A mistake on my part. Rigsby. ✌
Yeah. I think that yesterday was slightly rushed to be honest. I could have misinterpreted what you have asked of me, so if this is what it was, then I totally hold my hands up and say sorry for any inconvenience I have caused you. This is something I truly mean as well. This is a lot to take, and I can discuss privately about my thoughts on the R200 project right now (with the whole team) if you like? TG08 .
Yes we need a meeting and respectfully speaking as Project Leader need to get to grips with this. By the way you have the complete Risgby today, he is a little direct shall I say. Yes I need to get this shorted now. Titles, Roles, Responsibilities, Task on RM, and If task are achievable by the resources we have available now (Edit). If we did need more members then try for that we can. Sub Team One. I(TG08) Will assist Lee, (ME). See you in the meeting room. All Members one?. Rigsby. ✌
